In the past years, I have changed a lot, may be all the people do that so. Even I have changed my wearing ,my hair style, my studying place, I am still in a class of myself, I am what I am.
Living or studying in the society, everybody of us may be influenced by other people or even by the environment, some persons may change their life style or life belief. Of course, the result can be good, people like this could have a new start of life, if so, you are lucky. On the other hand, persons imitate the bad behavior may be off the track. From this, I want to say "Do it in my way if it is right, learn new good things, and turn it into myself."
Always, people around us like to compare us with others. They may say "Oh, you will be the next Jia cheng LI if you make money like this."I don't like this saying. When LeBron James was compared as the next Michael Jordan, he said "Not the next, the first." Just like "I am what I am I have my own thinking, my own advantages and disadvantages, if my way is good for my progress, I will stick to it. Stay in my way, don't disturb me.
My whole life until now , has experienced so many things , something good , something bad , something fantastic , something unforgettable , of course , something have influenced my life .
What’s the so called worst experience , searching in my head , looking back to the past days , I hesitate to think about it . Thanks to the Party , the socialist society ,gives us abundant life , spacious and bright classroom to study in . “Do you feel happy ? ” , “yes , I do . ” Everybody has something to eat , cloths to wear , house to live in ,even though may rent it . By saying this , somebody may should look down upon me .
I am not a philosopher , I just don’t know how to tell people my worst experience .When I was a little boy , once have been punished by my teacher , she let me stand outside just because I played with her nephew when class was going . I felt so large disgrace , why punished myself only . I hate the teacher , hate that boy , at that time , I think It was the worst thing . But today , I consider it a piece of cake , full of injustice in our daily life , what we could do becoming strong , beat the unfair , let the ugly go to hell .
Maybe I have not meet the worst , just not so bad . Our life need struggle , need fight for something , especially to the man . Let the storm beat on my face , I will not hesitate or evade , just taste it and
call them common names . Live a good life .
Every person should be influenced by something , other persons or environment , of course , I am not the special case .
But I just hard to say who or what is the most , I have learned math , physics and chemical for so many years , so that I always feel sick when I look at math . Even like this , still can’t measure how influential is the most . All right , I am too rational . If someone say the most influential ignoring his parents , maybe , he will be criticized by the society in China . So come on to punish me , I enjoy it .
A boy gradually grow into a man , someone or some ones will wait , to lead you to be mature . Maybe a passer , or a farmer . I love my parents , I love them more than they can imagine , thanks for them to bring me here .Thanks for my father’s saying “ A man will be responsible when he finds his love .” . I am not a poet , so isn’t my father . I put Big Jade into my heart , when I kiss her on the forehead , pouring all my emotion . I look them as one , my parents , my lover , my teacher , my friends , they influent me a lot . What I can’t avoid is that somebody will leave me , or someone will stay along with me , forever . I am not a great writer , write a disordered article , we influent each other , in a realistic world .
I love philosophy , though I am a poor mechanical guy . Days past from my hands , what they left just dreams . What I insist on maybe a foolish behavior , but I will last it long .
Being smart at all the time , fighting for a new prospect , calming down when facing to the people or things , thus they are my philosophy . Saying words is a easy thing , putting them into reality is difficult , almost all people know that , but little achieve because of kinds of reasons . I don’t like reading as a student , of course I should not . Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm. No matter how hard the life is , meet it and live it . I will cheer myself up when I am down , listening to the music or having sports . A man without passion just like a LEXUS car without fuel , a shell even it looks handsome or graceful , the postscript is I love LEXUS .
I really have not read Marx’s philosophy into my heart , this old guy is a fantastic man , still alive . When listened to the song of Leslie Cheung , which is called “Silence is gold “ , I was moved at that time . In the confused world , in the end , you will find that we are troubling ourselves . we are paying too much attention to what others saying about us , or hunting for the money with the sacrifice of love .
I am not the god , so aren’t you . We are finding the perfect life , there is no ground for blame . Love my love , fight for my dream , to what I want to be .
